Tongkat Ali of Life

“I’ll wait for you” that what she said before she disappeared in thin air

And now I am waiting for her to reappear

I guess she never will

What have I done?

And now I am getting tired

I feel like going to sleep

And never ever to wake up

Her breath keeps me going on

The scent of her skin makes me strong

“Don’t ever give up on me” she said

“Because I’m not going to give up on you” she concluded

I could see the fear in her eyes

She knew that one day she’s going to lose me

She knew that one day she have to let me go

I could see the tears in her eyes

She cried when she thought I was asleep at night

I could hear her weep

I could feel her tremble beside me

“Oh! God what have I done”

“Oh! God please forgive both of us”

We were so blindly in love

Why You made us met

And now You made us apart

I found God

When I see those children die of hunger 

God asked me, don’t I gave you enough? 

By giving you a home where you can shelter 

Whereby someone is sleeping on an open sky 

By giving you protectors that you called mum and dad 

Whereby some orphanages are praying for a mum and dad 

By putting the food on the table 

Whereby some children are dying without food 

By giving you an extra clothes to wear when you are cold 

Whereby someone got no cloth to wear 

By providing you education for you an able to read and learn 

Whereby someone does not know how to read this message  

Whereby someone still does not learn from this message 

God asked me, don’t I give you enough?

I heard the news today 

They told me you were gone 

Somewhere far away

 I thought I have listened wrong 

It couldn’t be you 

You’re still young and strong 

Still got so many years to live  

Life is so unfair It brings you here 

And it has taken you away 

You’re just 28 

I wished you could live until 82 

God must have love you more than us 

That’s why He have taken you back to His home  

Goodbye stranger 

Goodbye actor 

You don’t know me 

But I do know you 

You have changed the way I live  

By the way that you’ve acted on the silver screen 

Thank you for your performances 

“The guy who invented the first wheel was an idiot;

The guy who invented the other three,

he was the genius…”  

Happy New Year 2008

Yes, I am angry 

Yes, I am jealous 

Yes I am envy 

Because you are getting more than me 

All the benefits were given to you 

Buy house at the discount rates 

Enter University without a good grade 

Job is waiting for you when you graduate 

But I am grateful 

I am thankful 

I am pleased 

Because I know I am more capable than you 

All the benefits that you get 

It motivates me to strive more 

It makes me more proud of myself 

It makes me want to achieve more 

I am just a human 

I have these two hands to reach 

I have these two legs to walk 

I don’t have to depend on anybody 

I don’t have to beg to nobody 

I do love everybody    

Life is short 

No time to make enemy 

No time to be sad 

Live everyday like your last 

Do this you want to do now! 

Be happy always even shit happens 

No time to be sad 

What worst could happen, dead! 

Do the right thing 

Do things that make you happy

I just want to do my job

I just want to be responsible on the job I have been given too

I just want to give my best to the company

I just want to contribute my knowledge to the company

I just want to teach my experience to all

I just want to share my wisdom to all

I just want to be fair to all

I just want to raise the confident of all

I just want to achieve my goals and company goals

I just want to solve company’s problems

I just want to help the company to grow 

Yet.. there’s always an a**hole who wants to fail it! 

“I’ve made a few mistakes in my life,

I learned from that mistakes,

Keep my head up high,

Pretend that I’m still standing,

Yet, thank God for giving me the strength ,

Without Him I don’t think I’m able to be here today,

For those who tried to take me down,

I am sorry to say that you have lost,

Sooner or later,

I’ll be coming,

I’ll be hunting,

Searching for you,

So you better run,

Run as far as you can,

Cause by the time I get you,

You wish you never been born,

You have been warned,

Hide your family,

Hide your little cute hunny,

When I get them,

I’m going to cut them into pieces,

I’m going to cook them up & eat it,

You don’t have to cry for help,

Cause there’s nobody is here to listen,

You can scream as loud as you want,

Cause there’s nobody hear to listen..”

Once there is a place

Where we shares everything together

We have no problem living together

We have no problem growing together 

Once there is a place

We trust our neighbors

They are like a part of our family

We are like part of their family

We live in peace & harmony 

Once there is a place

Where we take care of each other

And we help each other

Without discrimination

Without prejudice 

Once there is a place

Where we know each other

Where we love each other

Where we care for each other

Where we live & die for each other 

Once there is a place

We were color blind

We were deaf & dumb in languages

We were expert in signs

We communicate through love