Tongkat Ali of Life

21 July, 2008

The Leader in Me: Brief Story of Johnny Tan

Filed under: Malaysia, Motivation, Short Story, Thoughts, World — johnnytan88 @ 7:05 pm

As a leader, you must not walk too far ahead because you might lose your follower.

And as a leader you must not walk to slow behind because your follower might get lost.

To build a team, it takes lots of effort and time. It cannot be built over night.

You have to build the foundation to make it strong and slowly putting the brick one by one to strengthen it.

Sometimes the brick might fall and breaks but you must not let the foundation loses it strength.

You follower might not understand what are you trying to do now, but slowly they will eventually be proud of what have been achieved; as a team.

I must be proud to say that I have built my team in a very special ways. Many up and down turn but still we never give up trying and doing it.

You must be a follower in order to be a leader.

You must learn from all, the best & the worst.

You should try to succeed & also learn from failure.

My high self-motivation and achievement has not come easy. Every corner of my defenses has been opened couple of time; and I was so worried that I am going to lose the battle.

Sometime, even my follower can’t help me to patch the hole in the circle; I have to patch the circle up myself. When that time comes, I go to God and pray to Him. God works in mysterious way and every prayer somehow works and made me a stronger! It takes a lot of patience.

Every now and then you have to check the strength of the circle, just to make sure that it can hold enough strength before someone / enemy eventually try to breaks it.

But when the circle were broken, you know you still have time to patch it because you always have a plan B to defense and protect the entire follower / team.

Sometime in order to know your enemy / opponent, you need to learn from him, know about him & sit the same table with him.

Sometimes, there’s an enemy within the circle, which would like to take the opportunity to destroy the circle; that’s why you need to identify them immediately.
You need to identify which is the most potential follower that would help you to succeed and which is the most likely to be happy if you fall.

Don’t worry about the success or the failure of the job or task, just concentrate on the overall picture, look into the future that you want it to be.

The future might not come true but at least you have imagined it. Imagine as close as possible, nothing is perfect, it could have flaw somewhere here and there but at the end the result should shows the effort that you have been putting through all this time.

20 July, 2008

What kind of excuses given by the state government saying that purchasing of Mercedes-Benz is counter measure of cutting cost?

Filed under: Malaysia, Politics, Thoughts — johnnytan88 @ 8:04 pm

What a plain stupid reason given by the government of Terengganu. It will be the laughing stock to the rakyat.

 

What kind of excuses given by the state government saying that purchasing of Mercedes-Benz is counter measure of cutting cost?

 

And here we are trying to cut down our standard of living due to increase of fuel price and what did the state government do? Purchase a new Mercedes Benz!

 

And what did Pak Lah said? Ubah cari hidup anda.

 

The Federal Government is really playing with fire. How can the rakyat going to trust this kind of government?

 

What is the Federal Government doing?

 

I really pray that Anwar Ibrahim will be our next Prime Minister. At least we have been f**ked now, what’s the different if the new government going to f**ked us again.

 

There’s no way I’m going to trust anybody in Barisan Nasional, you can say how innocent you are and that you are fighting for the rakyat.

 

As far as I know now, you’re fighting within yourself. Enough’s enough.

 

The rakyat is getting stronger & stronger everyday; listening to all the stupid things that the Federal Government is doing.

 

Pak Lah, if you want to ensure that the BN going to continue ruling Malaysia, you better do something or else you can kiss you a** goodbye.

 

By announcing Najib as next in line is going to make matter worse as he is now walking on a very thin line. What are you going to do about it?

 

How long are you going to put Razak Baginda in jail? Why don’t you let him out and let him talk?

 

As for RPK, he is the man that only can voice out because he won’t be sent to ISA.

 

I pray for the well being of RPK daily, I hope he will reveal all the nasty things that you and you crony did, Pak Lah.

 

I don’t have any grudges against you but you have to step down or else the rakyat will suffer.

 

Najib have to be judged, if you don’t put him in jail now, he will definitely dragged you down together later.

Your own people are just waiting for the right time to take a piece of you. And when you go down, it’s going to be really bad. You’re name will be in the Malaysian history forever, written: The worst PM in the history of Malaysia.

 

And guess what? The person that is going to topple you is your own people.

 

I don’t care if I’m going to jail for writing this blog anymore because at least in jail I got a free food.

 

At least in jail, I don’t have to rob innocent people to feed myself.

 

At least in jail, I don’t have to worry about paying the rent.

 

At least in jail, I don’t have to pump petrol.

 

At least in jail, I don’t have to pay taxes.

 

At least in jail I don’t have to pay electricity bills.

 

At least in jail, I don’t have to pay water bills.

 

At least in jail, I don’t have to pay toll.

 

Please Pak Lah, put me in jail, I don’t want to see our country ruin by you!

 

 

 

 

 

 

A Last Tribute to Heath Ledger a.k.a. the Joker

Filed under: Art, Malaysia, Movie, World, World Peace — johnnytan88 @ 7:18 am

“Why so serious?” will be phrased that everyone going to remember as long as we lived.

 

The script in the Dark Knight was very well written and shot, the director did a mind-blowing job.

 

Damn! I could have sworn the movie “The Dark Knight” is more meaningful if the title changed to “The Joker”.

 

The late Heath Ledger will be the best Joker of the entire Batman movie before and after. His role becoming a Joker made Jack Nicholson look like a baby with a bottle.

 

Heath will lives on the movie Dark Knight forever, even though he is gone but I still can felt his present in it.

 

Heath should be nominated for the Academy award for his Joker role.

 

And Harvey Dent two faced played by Aaron Ekhart which CGI that makes his face really capture the audience attention, especially me. And if makes Tommy Lee Jones looks like a clown.

 

So many talented actors in this movie; Gary Oldman played Commissioner Gordon & I hardly recognized him that movie.

 

Not to forget Morgan Freeman & Michael Caine, both of them has added significant storyline in the movie.

 

Among the entire Batman movie, this one will always be remembered forever.

 

But do checkout the Bat-bike with the big wheels, it looks so odd.

 

It’s for sure going to be a box office.

 

As for Heath Ledger, may your soul rest in peace.

12 July, 2008

PERALIHAN KUASA

Filed under: Malaysia, Politics, Thoughts, World, World Peace — johnnytan88 @ 2:44 am

My question to Tun:

Dear Sir,

If you were given a chance to re-select your successor, who will it be?

Or you will let democracy plays its role into choosing the new Prime Minister?

http://test.chedet.com/che_det/2008/07/peralihan-kuasa.html

5 July, 2008

Interview by: The Pakistani Spectator

Filed under: Malaysia, Thoughts, World, World Peace — johnnytan88 @ 1:49 pm

3 July, 2008

Altantuya Murder: CSI: P. Balasubramaniam’s statutory declaration

Filed under: Malaysia, Politics, World, World Peace — johnnytan88 @ 9:58 pm

If they were some truth in the allegation,

 

Clause # 25:

 

25. During this discussion and in an attempt to persuade me to continue my employment with him, Abdul Razak Baginda informed me that:

 

25.1 He had been introduced to Aminah by Datuk Seri Najib Tun Razak at a diamond exhibition in Singapore.

 

My CSI:

 

Since that the declaration have been made that Aminah was introduced by Datuk Seri Najib Tun Razak at the diamond exhibition in Singapore.

 

I believe some certain previlages will be given to the VIPs to enter this diamond exhibition.

 

Therefore, there must be eye witnesses that have seen them together. There could be photographer, news men & guest.

 

If only the Singapore authorities can confirmed that Aminah, Datuk Seri Najib Tun Razak & Abdul Razak Baginda were in Singapore at the same time.

 

The hotel they check-in & stayed must have some kind of evidence. Not to forget CCTVs in the hotel to monitor the movement in the hotel areas

Altantuya Murder: P. Balasubramaniam’s statutory declaration

Filed under: Malaysia, Politics, World — johnnytan88 @ 8:43 pm

JULY 3 — Below is the statutory declaration in full made by murder accused Abdul Razak Baginda’s private investigator P. Balasubramaniam that claimed police suppressed evidence to protect some personalities, including proof that Mongolian Altantuya Shaariibuu knew Deputy Prime Minister Datuk Seri Najib Abdul Razak.

I, Balasubramaniam a/l Perumal (NRIC No: 600928-08-6235), a Malaysian Citizen of full age and residing at No. 32, Jalan Pelangi 1, Taman Pelangi, Rawang, Selangor, do solemly and sincerely declare as follows:

1. I have been a police officer with the Royal Malaysian Police Force having joined as a constable in 1981 attached to the Police Field Force.  I was then promoted to the rank of Lance Corporal and finally resigned from the Police Force in 1998 when I was with the Special Branch.

2. I have been working as a freelance Private Investigator since I left the Police Force.

3. Some time in June or July 2006, I was employed by Abdul Razak Baginda for a period of 10 days to look after him at his office at the Bangunan Getah Asli, Jalan Ampang between the hours of 8.00am to 5.00pm each working day as apparently he was experiencing disturbances from a third party.  

4. I resigned from this job after 2-1⁄2 days as I was not receiving any proper instructions.  

5. I was however re-employed by Abdul Razak Baginda on the 05-10-2006 as he had apparently received a harassing phone call from a Chinese man calling himself ASP Tan who had threatened him to pay his debts. I later found out this gentleman was in fact a private investigator called Ang who was employed by a Mongolian woman called Altantuya Shaaribuu.

6. Abdul Razak Baginda was concerned that a person by the name of Altantuya Shaaribuu, a Mongolian woman, was behind this threat and that she would be arriving in Malaysia very soon to try and contact him.  

7. Abdul Razak Baginda informed me that he was concerned by this as he had been advised that Altantuya Shaaribuu had been given some powers by a Mongolian “bomoh” and that he could never look her in the face because of this.  

8. When I enquired as to who this Mongolian woman was, Abdul Razak Baginda informed me that she was a friend of his who had been introduced to him by a VIP and who asked him to look after her financially.  

9. I advised him to lodge a police report concerning the threatening phone call he had received from the Chinese man known as ASP Tan but he refused to do so as he informed me there were some high profile people involved.

10. Abdul Razak Baginda further told me that Altantuya Shaaribuu was a great liar and good in convincing people.  She was supposed to have been very demanding financially and that he had even financed a property for her in Mongolia.

11. Abdul Razak Baginda then let me listen to some voice messages on his handphone asking him to pay what was due otherwise he would be harmed and his daughter harassed.  

12. I was therefore supposed to protect his daughter Rowena as well.

13. On the 09.10.2006 I received a phone call from Abdul Razak Baginda at about 9.30am informing me that Altantuya was in his office and he wanted me there immediately. As I was in the midst of a surveillance, I sent my assistant Suras to Abdul Razak Baginda’s office and I followed a little later. Suras managed to control the situation and had persuaded Altantuya and her two friends to leave the premises. However Altantuya left a note written on some Hotel Malaya note paper, in English, asking Abdul Razak Baginda to call her on her handphone (number given) and wrote down her room number as well.  

14. Altantuya had introduced herself to Suras as “Aminah” and had informed Suras she was there to see her boyfriend Abdul Razak Baginda.

15. These 3 Mongolian girls however returned to Abdul Razak Baginda’s office at the Bangunan Getah Asli, Jalan Ampang again, the next day at about 12.00 noon. They did not enter the building but again informed Suras that they wanted to meet Aminah’s boyfriend, Abdul Razak Baginda.

16. On the 11.10.2006, Aminah returned to Abdul Razak Baginda’s office on her own and gave me a note to pass to him, which I did. Abdul Razak Baginda showed me the note which basically asked him to call her urgently.  

17. I suggested to Abdul Razak Baginda that perhaps it may be wise to arrange for Aminah to be arrested if she harassed him further, but he declined as he felt she would have to return to Mongolia as soon as her cash ran out.

18. In the meantime I had arranged for Suras to perform surveillance on Hotel Malaya to monitor the movements of these 3 Mongolian girls, but they recognised him.  Apparently they become friends with Suras after that and he ended up spending a few nights in their hotel room.

19. When Abdul Razak Baginda discovered Suras was becoming close to Aminah he asked me to pull him out from Hotel Malaya.

20. On the 14.10.2006, Aminah turned up at Abdul Razak Baginda’s house in Damansara Heights when I was not there. Abdul Razak Baginda called me on my handphone to inform me of this so I rushed back to his house.  As I arrived, I noticed Aminah outside the front gates shouting “Razak, bastard, come out from the house”. I tried to calm her down but couldn’t so I called the police who arrived in 2 patrol cars. I explained the situation to the police, who took her away to the Brickfields police station.

21. I followed the patrol cars to Brickfields police station in a taxi. I called Abdul Razak Baginda and his lawyer Dirren to lodge a police report but they refused.

22. When I was at the Brickfields police station, Aminah’s own Private Investigator, one Mr Ang, arrived and we had a discussion. I was told to deliver a demand to Abdul Razak Baginda for US$500,000.00 and 3 tickets to Mongolia, apparently as commission owed to Aminah from a deal in Paris.

23. As Aminah had calmed down at this stage, a policewoman at the Brickfields police station advised me to leave and settle the matter amicably.  

24. I duly informed Abdul Razak Baginda of the demands Aminah had made and told him I was disappointed that no one wanted to back me up in lodging a police report.  We had a long discussion about the situation when I expressed a desire to pull out of this assignment.

25. During this discussion and in an attempt to persuade me to continue my employment with him, Abdul Razak Baginda informed me that:

25.1 He had been introduced to Aminah by Datuk Seri Najib Tun Razak at a diamond exhibition in Singapore.

25.2 Datuk Seri Najib Tun Razak informed Abdul Razak Baginda that he had a sexual relationship with Aminah and that she was susceptible to anal intercourse.

25.3 Datuk Seri Najib Tun Razak wanted Abdul Razak Baginda to look after Aminah as he did not want her to harass him since he was now the Deputy Prime Minister.

25.4 Datuk Seri Najib Tun Razak, Abdul Razak Baginda and Aminah had all been together at a dinner in Paris.

25.5 Aminah wanted money from him as she felt she was entitled to a US$500,000.00 commission on a submarine deal she assisted with in Paris.

26. On the 19.10.2006, I arrived at Abdul Razak Baginda’s house in Damansara Heights to begin my night duty. I had parked my car outside as usual. I saw a yellow Proton Perdana taxi pass by with 3 ladies inside, one of whom was Aminah. The taxi did a U-turn and stopped in front of the house where these ladies rolled down the window and wished me “Happy Deepavali”. The taxi then left.  

27. About 20 minutes later the taxi returned with only Aminah in it. She got out of the taxi and walked towards me and started talking to me. I sent an SMS to Abdul Razak Baginda informing him “Aminah was here”. I received an SMS from Razak instructing me “to delay her until my man comes”.

28. Whist I was talking to Aminah, she informed me of the following:

28.1 That she met Abdul Razak Baginda in Singapore with Datuk Seri Najib Tun Razak.

28.2 That she had also met Abdul Razak Baginda and Datuk Seri Najib Tun Razak at a dinner in Paris.

28.3 That she was promised a sum of US$500,000.00 as commission for assisting in a submarine deal in Paris.

28.4 That Abdul Razak Baginda had bought her a house in Mongolia but her brother had refinanced it and she needed money to redeem it.

28.5 That her mother was ill and she needed money to pay for her treatment.

28.6. That Abdul Razak Baginda had married her in Korea as her mother is Korean whilst her father was a Mongolian/Chinese mix.

28.7 That if I wouldn’t allow her to see Abdul Razak Baginda, would I be able to arrange for her to see Datuk Seri Najib Tun Razak.  

29. After talking to Aminah for about 15 minutes, a red Proton Aeroback arrived with a woman and two men.  I now know the woman to be Lance Corporal Rohaniza and the men, Azilah Hadri and Sirul Azahar. They were all in plainclothes. Azilah walked towards me while the other two stayed in the car.      

30. Azilah asked me whether the woman was Aminah and I said “Yes”. He then walked off and made a few calls on his handphone. After 10 minutes another vehicle, a blue Proton Saga, driven by a Malay man, passed by slowly. The driver’s window had been wound down and the driver was looking at us.

31. Azilah then informed me they would be taking Aminah away. I informed Aminah they were arresting her. The other two persons then got out of the red Proton and exchanged seats so that Lance Corporal Rohaniza and Aminah were in the back while the two men were in the front.  They drove off and that is the last I ever saw of Aminah.

32. Abdul Razak Baginda was not at home when all this occurred.

33. After the 19.10.2006, I continued to work for Abdul Razak Baginda at his house in Damansara Heights from 7.00pm to 8.00am the next morning, as he had been receiving threatening text messages from a woman called “Amy” who was apparently “Aminah’s” cousin in Mongolia.

34. On the night of the 20.10.2006, both of Aminah’s girlfriends turned up at Abdul Razak Baginda’s house enquiring where Aminah was. I informed them she had been arrested the night before.

35. A couple of nights later, these two Mongolian girls, Mr Ang and another Mongolian girl called “Amy” turned up at Abdul Razak Baginda’s house looking for Aminah as they appeared to be convinced she was being held in the house.

36. A commotion began so I called the police who arrived shortly thereafter in a patrol car. Another patrol car arrived a short while later in which was the investigating officer from the Dang Wangi Police Station who was in charge of the missing persons report lodged by one of the Mongolians girls, I believe was Amy.

37. I called Abdul Razak Baginda who was at home to inform him of the events taking place at his front gate. He then called DSP Musa Safri and called me back informing me that Musa Safri would be calling my handphone and I was to pass the phone to the inspector from the Dang Wangi Police Station.

38. I then received a call on my handphone from Musa Safri and duly handed the phone to the Dang Wangi inspector. The conversation lasted 3-4 minutes after which he told the girls to disperse and to go to see him the next day.  

39. On or about the 24.10.2006, Abdul Razak Baginda instructed me to accompany him to the Brickfields police station as he had been advised to lodge a police report about the harassment he was receiving from these Mongolian girls.

40. Before this, Amy had sent me an SMS informing me she was going to Thailand to lodge a report with the Mongolian consulate there regarding Aminah’s disappearance. Apparently she had sent the same SMS to Abdul Razak Baginda. This is why he told me he had been advised to lodge a police report.

41. Abdul Razak Baginda informed me that DPS Musa Safri had introduced him to one DSP Idris, the head of the Criminal division, Brickfields police station, and that Idris had referred him to ASP Tonny.

42. When Abdul Razak Baginda had lodged his police report at Brickfields police station, in front of ASP Tonny, he was asked to make a statement but he refused as he said he was leaving for overseas. He did however promise to prepare a statement and hand ASP Tonny a thumb drive. I know that this was not done as ASP Tonny told me.

43. However ASP Tonny asked me the next day to provide my statement instead and so I did.

44. I stopped working for Abdul Razak Baginda on the 26.10.2006 as this was the day he left for Hong Kong on his own.

45. In mid-November 2006, I received a phone call from ASP Tonny from the IPK Jalan Hang Tuah asking me to see him regarding Aminah’s case.  When I arrived there I was immediately arrested under S.506 of the Penal Code for Criminal intimidation.

46. I was then placed in the lock-up and remanded for 5 days. On the third day I was released on police bail.  

47. At the end of November 2006, the D9 department of the IPK sent a detective to my house to escort me to the IPK Jalan Hang Tuah. When I arrived, I was told I was being arrested under S.302 of the Penal Code for murder. I was put in the lock-up and remanded for 7 days.

48. I was transported to Bukit Aman where I was interrogated and questioned about an SMS I had received from Abdul Razak Baginda on the 19.10.2006 which read “delay her until my man arrives”. They had apparently retrieved this message from Abdul Razak Baginda’s handphone.

49. They then proceeded to record my statement from 8.30am to 6.00pm every day for 7 consecutive days. I told them all I knew including everything Abdul Razak Baginda and Aminah had told me about their relationships with Datuk Seri Najib Tun Razak but when I came to sign my statement, these details had been left out.

50. I have given evidence in the trial of Azilah, Sirul and Abdul Razak Baginda at the Shah Alam High Court. The prosecutor did not ask me any questions in respect of Aminah’s relationship with Datuk Seri Najib Tun Razak or of the phone call I received from DSP Musa Safri, whom I believe was the ADC for Datuk Seri Najib Razak and/or his wife.

51. On the day Abdul Razak Baginda was arrested, I was with him at his lawyers’ office at 6.30am. Abdul Razak Baginda informed us that he had sent Datuk Seri Najib Tun Razak an SMS the evening before as he refused to believe he was to be arrested, but had not received a response.  

52. Shortly thereafter, at about 7.30am, Abdul Razak Baginda received an SMS from Datuk Seri Najib Tun Razak and showed this message to both myself and his lawyer. This message read as follows: ” I am seeing IGP at 11.00am today …  matter will be solved …  be cool.”    

53. I have been made to understand that Abdul Razak Baginda was arrested the same morning at his office in the Bangunan Getah Asli, Jalan Ampang.

54. The purpose of this Statutory declaration is to:  

54.1 State my disappointment at the standard of investigations conducted by the authorities into the circumstances surrounding the murder of Altantuya Shaaribuu.

54.2 Bring to the notice of the relevant authorities the strong possibility that there are individuals other than the 3 accused who must have played a role in the murder of Altantuya Shaaribuu.

54.3 Persuade the relevant authorities to reopen their investigations into this case immediately so that any fresh evidence may be presented to the Court prior to submissions at the end of the prosecutions case.

54.4 Emphasise the fact that having been a member of the Royal Malaysian Police Force for 17 years I am absolutely certain no police officer would shoot someone in the head and blow up their body without receiving specific instructions from their superiors first.

54.5. Express my concern that should the defence not be called in the said murder trial, the accused, Azilah and Sirul will not have to swear on oath  and testify as to the instructions they received and from whom they were given.

55. And I make this solemn declaration conscientiously believing the same be true and by virtue of the provisions of the Statutory Declaration Act 1960.

SUBSCRIBED and solemnly declared by the abovenamed

Balasubramaniam a/l Perumal

this        day of    2008 )  

Before me,  

………………………………….

Commissioner for Oath

Kuala Lumpur

 

 

 

 

 

1 July, 2008

Powerful Love Lines..

Filed under: Thoughts — johnnytan88 @ 3:05 pm

“God have decided who are we going to be with, no use to be sad if we can’t be together”

 

“Just cherish the very moment that we have with no regret”

 

If I could, I would tell God not to separate us but I don’t think I am qualify enough to tell God what to do”

 

“God is testing us and whether we like it or not we have to take this test and make sure we pass”

 

“Once you told me, there we time we fell in love and there we time we really felt in love”

 

“God only give us the one that we going to share our life with but not with the one we want to share our love with”

 

“If I cannot love you now maybe I will be able to love you in another lifetime”

 

“If you tell me God is fair then God must be a liar

 

“Why we always end up with the one we don’t need but lost the one that we want

 

“With every beat of my heart that I love you”

 

“You can hate me but that won’t make me stop loving you”

 

“I know you will hate me now but I also know you will love me later”

 

“Let’s not be sad, let’s just enjoy this moments together before the sun rises”

 

“When you opened your eyes the next morning, just imagine this is just a dream”

 

“I love you so much but I had to let you go”

 

“Love is something that you have to let go and when love comes back you know he/she is the one”

 

“God is fair but love is unfair

 

“If you can show me one person without a broken heart & I will show you a man without a heart”

 

“Love me now before it is too late”

 

“We only have this very moment & this if this moment passed, it won’t be the same again”

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Blog at WordPress.com.